I dont understand why romance is such a big factor in my life. The worst part about it is that I don't even have it in my life. My heart searches for it. Craves it. Begs for it. I know im loved but perhaps it is not enough. I feel as tho i'm never satisfied. I feel so lost , blinded. Makes me re think life, love, marriage sometimes. Communication is there. My words are heard but thats as far as it goes. I feel as tho as much as i talk my breath is wasted. Nothing will ever change. Hes got to want to change. I see my friends madly in love and therey husbands suprising them with things they love. I am trying i am. But it takes two. I'm in this on my own.
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