and I am wide awake reliving the past. Crazy how names can re open wounds. It makes me think why do you get so upset that someone would bring her name up. The past is the past im over it why aren't you? I trust you with all my heart but you still have a hard time trusting me and it's just not fair. I know life isn't fair. If you can't trust me then why are you still with me? We both messed up, some more then others but whatever. I don't understand why you keep me around still. Things are so different now too. I'm starting to feel like a doll on your shelf again. You only take me down when you need me or better yet when company is over. Don't you feel the hurt n emptyness between us? I kind of gave up my life, my friends to be with you not even noticing and this is how it's ending. I have no friends and feel like im running out of love from you. I'd talk to you about it but what is the use? tears waisted. Please God guide me im running out of patience. The man I chose isn't giving me much to live on. You know my hearts desires so i come to you with a heavy heart tonight. between you and me only. I'm starting to hate my life again. I miss being happy, loved, trusted.
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