something really bad today....
Work was good had a friend drop me off at home, while the boy are out working hard. I knew what I was going to do the whole time I was at work.
Now let me explain im in no normal marriage. I am married to a man who likes to be in control and treat me like a kid. I am never alone. I am never allowed to walk anywhere by myself. Well today I took the chance. I walked to my favorite resturant which is a 5 minute walk and ate there by myself. I loved every minute of it. I didnt have to talk I didnt have to pretend to be happy. I got to just eat and relax.
I could get in so much trouble for this. I needed some independence today. i needed to be on my own finally. Only my best friend would understand. Both of them. I am actually happy today. I hope the rest of my day is just as wonderful
Im tired of not being trusted I am 28 yrs old now. I should be able to walk to places on my own and be on my own. My friend wants us to go camping july 4th and I have no car to make it. However she has room for my daughter and myself to go with them. I asked my husband he immediatly said NO!
(of course I cried) but today i reasoned with him to think about it and we can talk about it before you say no firmly. HE AGREED TO THAT! so fingers crossed!!!
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