BBQ!

Today was a easy relaxing day, My house is clean and the air is fresh.
Today our friends came over for a swim and a nice bbq! I love to bbq. I am so happy we get to do this a lot this summer!
Only down fall is My period came today, I am in pain and after my nap I woke up with a headache !

I hate when I only get one day off during the weekend. My weekends are to short when that happens hehe.
Look at those crazy whiskers!

Overworked...

Today I had to cover a shift. Usually I am ok with it but this time around I just wanted to be home with my family. Work was so long, and I am so tired. The heat didn't help at all.

I am so tired and drained but i still was able to take My daughter and Niece swimming. Twas a beautiful day!
I also enjoyed my kitten as she napped peacefully and she purred the whole time hehe

Busy Friday

Today my husband started his new job, but I have no way of talking to him
I want to  know everything ! how it's going, what he doing blah blah blah! ah so irritated.
To add to my fustration I am going to be the only tech today so I pray that it wont be too busy.
I have my niece over but shhh she has no idea about the kitten! shes going to stay at my house alone while I am at work, some quiet time to herself :)
To make it worse its so hot outside
Can I just take off work and chill in the pool? thank you.

Some thoughts...

Today was a bit challenging at work. But I have noticed I am growing stronger, being a problem solver. I have to go to the doctor less and less these days with such silly questions. Kittens and puppies today, can't help but keep smiling.
Last night I tried hanging out with my online best friend but again she was too busy to respond to my texts. Second life is a fun game but not worth ignoring your rl friends. I haven't texted her today and she hasn't texted me either. My reasoning is because im cooling down from the situation. Hers, shes probably too busy like always.
 Tomorrow our kitten comes home. I really hope it works out! This kitten is no ordinary kitten. She showed up at the vet i work at few weeks ago, Scared and fragile little thing. She has finally warmed up to all of us. We are able to touch her love her and pick her up! So this week my husband and I decided we should take her in and give her the love she deserves. She has such a light purr and is under weight.We might name her Onyxia.

My neice will be over tomorrow so shes going to be so exicted to help me care for this sweet thing. I am watching my neice for the weekend. Only bad part of my weekend is that I have to work saturday.
Other then that tho its going to be another great weekend!

To new begginings!

Well it's not January 1st but it is a new day!
Things happened that have changed lives. I no longer have certain friends nor family memebers in my life whom like to start un wanted drama about me!

My husband Is more attentive with my needs and wants and is now yes romantic.
He also got a job and will start mmm next week. We are both excited!!
We will possibly have a new addition to our family. No not a baby [yet] but a kitten!!!
I also finally have a cell phone it's a text only but thats all I need :)
I am finally able to say I am happy! in love! and happpppy!
I have been having my neice over and bonding with her. She needs me. I'm sorry It took me this long!

My out of town best friend, Well our relationship hasn't progressed. I thought by me having a phone we could pick up where we started. No. She is still too busy with other [new] friends and her family. That is the only down fall to my life but I am getting closer with My newer friend and her daughter who is kyrees age and our husbands have a good time together. So that is a plus!!

I started a new blog today. It is a [Photography] blog. I want to take more pictures and get to really know my camera before I start school in a few years!

                                                                So cheers to more happy days!

Off balance

Today I feel so off balance maybe cuz I'm on my period idk but seems like my friendships are worth nothing to them.

I'm so quickly forgotten or replaced. Even easily ignored. For example my sister in law thought I lied to her about something so stupid. I explained I wasn't lieing but now she won't even talk to me at all. Or another example my friends have better people to hang out with or talk to.
I really think I'm a boring person my husband doesn't like to hang out with me now my friends too. I'm sorry for whatever it is I did but I'm not sorry for who I am. I least have one true friend I least can hang out with supervised of course because u know I'm an Un trustable person.