But other then all that excitement comes rain. I still have no friends. No one wants to be around me. Not even my "internet best friend." I barely exist to her. I don't know what I did wrong. I quit playing second life and she kind of quit being my friend. No time no energy for me. I talk to her here and there and she made my cat a wonderful dress but still nothings the same anymore. I go through the list of people that I do know but by the end of the day I realize I have no friends. No one to talk to about anything. Sure I have my husband and daughter but someone out of this place would be nice. I thought I was a pretty good friend. I am kind and I do things for them, I keep my issues to myself , I listen and I try to be available. But to every single person they just up and leave for no good reason. They don't even tell me why we only say forced hello's as we pass each other.I am trying to find the light in this on going situation but I am losing grip. I wish I could stop caring. Wish I could just be grateful for the people I do have in my life. My family.Maybe once I move out of this stupid town I can meet new people. The world out there is scary to where you can't really trust anyone. So here's to giving up on a social life and becoming more and more like a hermit.
