ThE hItS aNd MiSsEs Of A 18 yR oLd GiRl TrApPeD iN a 28Yr OlD wOrLd.



Monday, December 24, 2012

P.S.

I am obsessing over "The Hobbit" gah i love these kind of movies!!!

Heres to New beginnings

2012.....
It has had it's good times and bad times.
I have lost many friends. Friends I never thought could be possible to lose.
2012.....
I have grown... a lot. I learned many things. People I can't trust. I have learned to love from a distance with certain family members. I learned to appreciate the people who actually do love me and care for me. I have put too much effort in friendships and when I step back I see it fall apart because I was keeping it together. I learned not to put my all in friendships anymore Just to focus on reality.


2013 is definitely going to be a great year. I am going to start my youtube channel. Going to learn to Vlog and just try to make people laugh and feel good about themselves. I am going to start living a healthier life and continue to learn how to be grateful and positive in every adventure that is upon me!

so
                                               I welcome you with open arms!

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Excedrin + Naps

Had a better day today. Sundays usually are my favorite days. It's when I get some real family time in.
We go out and enjoy each other  wether it be a dollar movie or just a drive with the windows down.
It's a day I can relax and be lazy.
I Usually clean my whole house on saturdays but unfortunately I had to work. So *looks around* yeah house is a mess!
On a good note! I finally got my soup and its  delicious! chicken enchilada soup! and I also found some really yummy pita chips. I want to buy some artichoke dip that I had sampled with it but later times.
Lately tho I have not been feeling good at all. Been feeling nauseous  and having migraines.On top of it I have been more clumsy then usual and biting myself when I eat. It is very annoying.
Yesterday after work My mom , kyree, and I went to the blvd to only find us in an event. A real fun one. A christmas choir with there own orchestra and food! and kiosks full of homemade things! including fudge oh man!

I am really itching to cut my own hair! I can't wait any longer. To soothe my itch i trimmed my bangs a tiny bit but I have no clue how long this is going to last!



Usually around the holidays I become super depressed because we can't do much for example sending out christmas cards. But this year is different. I have noticed how much I have grown and Learned to become more thankful for what I do have. We haven't even went christmas shopping!




 I have worked a few hours of over time so as long as my little girl gets what she                              deserves I am happy!





Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Looooooong days

Today was such a long day at work but it was a good day. Barely, did i hear my name . Besides the fact that my body has been aching much work was less stressful then usual.When the doctor gave me my list, which is new every 5 minutes, i was still able to breath and say "Okay, No problem".
I have been leaving my "attitude" at home and try to get into my positive mode. Those phones tho still bother me. I really Dislike answering those phones! Everytime i hear that horrifying noise i cringe inside! I don't like talking on the phone at all anymore. Texting for the win!
Last night I spent all night from 8pm-1:30am cleaning and moving around my daughters room. When i moved her room around I noticed a vine growing thru the wall into her room! Now thats not something you see everyday! My husband and I were laughing. Only us!
Right now i am sitting on my babygirls bed watching tv chowing down on candy cane kisses!yum yum yum

Monday, December 3, 2012

Good for a Monday

Today was a good day.
I am overwhelmed with happiness but tiredness is slowly creeping in.
My husband surprised me with a lovely breakfast while I was busy at work.
Work *snickers* yeah work was the normal but I didn't hear my name as much .
We are working with two doctors. It went smoother then I thought it would have.

Yesterday I also got to chat it up with one of my good friends! I believe that I bored this person but this person still stuck around! I dont find many of those friends if you read my other posts. I real cherish you if u ever read this!!! Always there to chase the rain clouds away!


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Beauty line

Ah! i am at it again! I made another blog! This ones about beauty and makeup muahahaha

Confusions

So last night my cousin and his girl were suppose to come over for dinner. Well my cousin thought I said sunday. /Facepalm.
So we got to enjoy dinner and my pie all to ourselves. Too bad they missed out. We will re schedule.
Today its cold outside but bareable. The sun is hiding behind white puffs we like to call clouds.
I tried to take a cat nap but my would not shut off. I hope it starts to rain. I need the sound and the smell. I miss it.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

In good spirits

I am in a good mood today, Husband isn't but I am.
Just got done cooking my apple pie now to make dinner.

My favorite cousin and his girlfriend are coming over for dinner.
I havent seen them in a long time!! hehe happy!times!