I have no friends. I lost all my best friends. Yes even my online ones.
It's not them I dont blame them at all. I am such a boring person. I really think I am
Everyone has busy lives. Me? I just work, come home, clean if I have energy and attend to my kid.
I hardly ever have money to do anything with anyone.
Today has just been a long sad day. Things are happening in my life and I have no one NO ONE to talk to anymore. So I am back to keeping it all in. It's too late to even start a new friendship and let it grow. No one would understand my story, what i have gone thru. My "Friends" tell me there here for me . It's just a bunch of hot air really. I am not worth the time or love.
I know life is never fair. But seriously the last few months have been more unfair then usual. I wish i could vent to someone about it. Ugh so lonely in the friendship department,
At least some of my family still likes me. My cousin and his girl is coming over for dinner that I really hope i can afford to make.
I am so happy tomorrow is last day of work for the week.Works been good to me but im so drained and ready to sleep in hehe.
Ive chosen my life and thats that. I am thankful for my life and the two people who are in it but I am ready to move on . Its tiring watching everyone progress and just sitting there living each day the same way.
I Just pray God brings one person into my life that actually wants to hang out with me who actually wants to take the time and work on our friendship.
I know i dont have any followers but if you actually read this thank you for listening :)
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