ThE hItS aNd MiSsEs Of A 18 yR oLd GiRl TrApPeD iN a 28Yr OlD wOrLd.



Sunday, September 9, 2012

Confusion

I really don't know anymore.
My life is so confusing. I am happy but depression always seems to sneak in and comfort me like a blanket on a cold rainy day.
I honestly don't know who my real friends are. I really don't. They seem to really like my husband a lot more.

I know I am boring. But oddly enough I would hang out with myself.
There is so much i want to do looks wise but I can only go so far. I am always censored.

Most days I feel like I can't do anything right at all.
No matter how hard I work I am still struggling. I am still behind on my bills.
Life is so fustrating, confusing....hard.

I wish i was a better person. I could be a better person but my motivation only lasts a week if so.

UGH! i hate my lap top! i miss having a computer!
I dont know if its hormones but i am fustrated and sad, I just want to cry!

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